Chilled Not Chill

 A jealous man is a cheater.   I admit to being embarrassed at how much it hurts to realize I never meant anything more than anyone else.  In fact I meant far far less.

 There's a letter I want to write to her.  But then I don't want to stir anything up.   I would say: Lindsay, I didn't answer you because I knew it was a set up.  I knew you would take anything I said and try and cause shit.  Just like you did with the boots. Just like you did taunting me on IG.  And it worked with the boots; I told him my suspicions and he broke up with me.  Now, why?  At the time I  ... well I had a thousand thoughts about why.  But now I realize it's because every time I said something about you he knew that he was full of lies that I was unaware of.   so.  many.  lies.   And you should feel so respected.  You knew some of the truth.  I didn't know any of it.  None.  I didn't know about you.  When I did and I noticed how he was drooling all over you I said something because I didn't get those reactions on social media from him.  And when I got them from someone else he...